y helo thar

My dog doesn’t sleep next to me anymore and I don’t know why. He clings to my dad. The man I hate the most in my life. It’s been a week and my patience is running out.

If I can’t even keep the love of an animal that is supposed to love unconditionally, then..what am I doing? What did I do wrong to deserve this? What do I have left? Nothing.

I feel so hollow and abandoned, but he probably feels like that all the time. Did my needy dog finally get fed up with me and leave me too?

Time to fill this nasty gaping hole I feel with alcohol this weekend. Which bottle of mine should I start with? :)

WOW. I am needy.