February 2010
43 posts
“If you go abroad for 8 weeks and I died, would you regret it?”
I can’t do it.
Mommy, if you leave me, who’s going to love me? I’m just going to be all alone.
I can’t stop crying.
Why is everyone around me leaving me?
or sick
or unhappy
or dying
is this what it’s like to grow older?
January 2010
38 posts
If I ever get cancer (and especially if it’s leukemia), I’m just going to let myself die.
Beijing gets a theme park made out of chocolate. →
I think I like despair.com. :]
I can’t decide which one I like the most.
MMM Jamba.
I don’t know if the Woodland Costco has it but I just bought two 25$ Jamba Juice gift cards for $39.99 at Costco. :] <3
Mitty Chang - 1. DON'T BE A BAD FRIEND. BE ACTIVE...
Mitty Chang: can i ask you for a faaaaaavorrrrrrrrrrrr
Me: favor? what's up
Mitty Chang: okay
Mitty Chang: so
Mitty Chang: it's kind of small..
Mitty Chang: kind of big...
Mitty Chang: but...
Mitty Chang: CAN YOU BE ACTIVE NEXT TERM, PLEASE? LIKE. BE AROUND TO EVENTS. A LOT OF THEM. AND AT RETREAT.
Mitty Chang: kthnx
Mitty Chang: =)
Mitty Chang: i knew you wouldn't let me down and be a bad friend!
Mitty Chang: :D
If I'm going out, you all better come out with me. : ]
I have a feeling that my whole weekend will pit me face to face with sickness, fear, pain, and heartbreak. I’m supposed to visit family friends with cancer, leukemia, etc. all weekend.
Is this what it feels like to watch a loved one fall apart both mentally and physically? Surprisingly, I’m handling it pretty well. That or it hasn’t hit me yet.
Every time I see my mom try to...
After watching the House episode on Monday, I think I’d like to be a psychopath.
WHAT THE FUCK IS A 91 YEAR OLD WOMAN DOING DRIVING A SPORTS CAR AT 11PM AT NIGHT ANYWAY?
WHAT THE FUCK?
R.I.P. cousin →
"For example, we find most men like women who wear...
CNN.com China’s Super Rich Look for Love Online
“Xu is the founder of Golden Bachelor, an online dating site catering to an expanding class of super-wealthy Chinese singletons who have it all except for one thing: a bride.
So they pay, a lot, to find one. The Golden Bachelor “Diamond Love” membership goes for 300,000 Yuan ($44,000).
The Web site states in Chinese the...
Did you know..
Paige O’Hara as Angela, a soap opera character. O’Hara provided the speaking and singing voice of Belle in Beauty and the Beast.
Jodi Benson as Sam, Robert’s secretary. Benson provided the speaking and singing voice of Ariel in The Little Mermaid.
Judy Kuhn as Pregnant Woman with Kids. Kuhn provided the singing voice of the title character in Pocahontas and its sequel.
Stole...
I learned this week that I need to back up my shit onto an external every night just in case. You never know when you’ll break your computer. -__-
I should open up my other external just in case this one fails too.
I'm on the road to being burned out. YES !!
I think I spend more time daydreaming about things I want to do than actually doing them. I probably also spend more time making lists of things I need to do than actually crossing things off my lists.
AHH !!
4 day Los Angeles to Baja Mexico cruise beginning on March 22 anyone?! I DON’T WANT TO PLAN THIS. ]: It’s like..400-450$ a person right now. ><
ANY
TAKERS?
...
NOOOOOOOOOOOO! →
I want a spa day.
I also miss my dog.
Let’s escape reality together. <3 (:
Alex Kwong - 1. He doesn't want people to know he...
Alex: i'm sitting on the 2nd floor
Alex: near the windows
Lily: you should go get a study room.. :-D
Alex: o.O
Alex: study rooms are so loud
Alex: and what if i wanted to fart
Alex: it would stink up the whole room
LIly: ......
Alex: or i would have to go outside
Lily: ......
Alex: and fart
Alex: then youguys would know
Alex: -.-
Alex: hahaha
I want a break from reality.
I want to be somewhere where I'll feel safe.
Davis used to be a place that I happily went back to as an escape from home. After coming back today, I realized it’s far from that happy place that it used to be. I’d rather be home where my mother complains about wanting to die, where she complains about how badly her body aches, and where my father just goes on and on about nothing.
Sitting here in bed, I feel vulnerable. I guess I...
New Years Eve 2009 :]
In summary:
1) Found out that I had late charges on my Amex so I couldn’t use it to get gas at Costco.
2) Boiling Crab with Christina Tu, Eddie Pham, Ray Yue, Mitty Chang, Tiffany Dun, Michelle Lam, and Lilia Hu. The pile of shrimp and crawfish carcasses was amazing. It took maybe half an hour to get our fried shrimp/fish baskets though. ]:
3) White Elephant at Tapex. Can we say PASSIVE?...
Lilia Hu - 1. Advil-induced Dreams
Lily: i had THE WEIRDEST dreams though
Lily: i dreamed that i had a 5 year old son and 3 or 4 year old daughter
Lily: and they were both half white
Lily: but i didn't know who the father was
Lily: and they've been living at home while i've been in college for the past..whatever years
Lilia: @_@
Lily: like
Lily: it was CURRENT
Lily: and i was just like
Lily: WHERE DID THESE KIDS COME FROM
Lily: because they were mine
Lily: but
Lily: i don't remember having them
Lily: but they were so cute and oddly independent
Lily: i think the last thing i did was trying to get to know them better
Lily: so i tried getting them to read disney stories to me
Lily: they somehow knew how to read at that age..
Lilia: loool
Lily: or maybe i estimated too low..
Lily: SO WEIRD
Lily: SOOO WEIRD
Lilia: foreshadowing? ;o
Lily: lol i hope ..not?
Lily: THEY DIDN'T HAVE A DADDY
Lily: WTF LOL
Lilia: well not that part lol